Sleeping IssuesStruggles

Bad nights seems to be 1-2 a week

When everything went downhill J was averaging 3-4 bad nights per week. It’s been a dramatic improvement over the last year. He’s down to 1-2 bad nights a week and last few weeks been just 1 rather than 2. Unpredictable and we’ve been trying sleep earlier, sleep later, nap, no nap, weighted blanket, no blanket, sleep with him, not, think you get the point. Funny how it boils down to unpredictable but at the same time predicable.

He had a bad night yesterday and today he fell asleep in the car ride to school. I let him get a short nap and carried him in since it was too cold in the car. The whole time I was holding him everyone would stare and comment. I get why people stare and understand why they comment. I vogued not to stare or make any comment next time I see anyone in any situation where most people will stare and comment. I am not bothered by the stares and comments but it got tiring answering, yes he’s asleep and had a bad night. I just wanted to stare at his beautiful face without being interrupted. I suppose watching him sleep is like the sunshine after the rain. Hearing him cry for so long is heartbreaking so watching him snooze away is my cure. I’m amazed how the other two kiddos sleep through it. I suppose the three of them are just a perfect match.

Did I mentioned, I love watching him sleep! I’m able to hold and hug and kiss him for as long as I like while he’s asleep. This little human is growing so fast that it was tiring holding him like a baby but yet he still looks like a baby. I guess I’m the kind of mom who will always look at my kids and think they are forever my babies.

His bad nights suck but his bad nights might be someone’s good night. For that, I’m grateful and we trek on another day.

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